Why not just kill it?

It's my body... I mean, I knew what it meant to just not use a condom,
but he liked what I felt like without one.
And it wasn't like I loved him, so keeping it's not an option.
So tomorrow I hit the clinic and ill have me an abortion
I thought he was a great person, but is he the future I was destined?
Can I see his face on the daily without being reminded of this trapped situation?
I think not... besides, I like little responsibility. No one to worry about but me. I can buy that cute outfit for the club because I won't be trying to think of which formula to choose from.
And I'm not attached to a babydaddy when that sexy man over there tries to get at me. I can live my life for just me.
Maybe I won't even tell him about this thing. He probably won't care anyway. It's not like he loved me or was trying to have a baby.
But he sure did feel kinda good, so I'll probably let him hit again, and if I'm not really tied to him, I can probably still holla at his fine lookin friend.
I do kinda wonder what the thing would look like. He was cute too, would the baby have his eyes? Would it smile like I do?
Would the kid be a pain in my ass or eventually make my mistake and come home pregnant without a clue?
Or would the thing see my situation and make the decision to do better than me and its father could ever do?
I bet he'd be great at sports the way his father is at everything.
I bet she'd love to read and come in the kitchen while I'm cooking.
But then again, I could avoid so many nights of all that damn homework, but what if my kid's brain got him scholarships and good work?
How could I kill the potential cure for cancer? Then again, cancer's been around since I can remember.
If I have to pay for diapers, I'll never afford my manicures.
No dude will call me sexy and who wants to marry a mother?
I do kinda wonder if ending it is murder.
Okay, there's a heartbeat on the ultrasound, but come tomorrow, when the monitor's on, there will be no sound.
That's my decision. Guess I'm just not ready. Is it selfish? Probably, but that's just selfish old me.