I called today.
I called a hundred times in my mind.
I thought of how to start the conversation or even just to find a way to simply make you smile, but only the intensity of my insecurity illuminated the reality that as of now, your 1 concern is your child.
I couldn't stop thinking about her laugh today or the way she called you daddy as you'd tend to her every need.
You were putty and I am so gone over your presence that just the feeling makes me nutty.
My entire day is consumed with thoughts of your day.
I've forgotten how you felt.
Even the way you'd shame the devil as you smoldered in my eyes.
You've lost your way and as spirits continue to try to break you, I only want to think of ways to make you stronger.
I love you and for as long as you are down,God has positioned me to make sure I stay arund.
I love you and for whenever you come up, you will finally see this love.
I love you for as long as you know my name, realize that we're meant to be one in the same.
