Boyz II Men - More Than You'll Ever Know ft. Charlie Wilson

What's my fantasy?

I would love to wake up to the sound of my doorbell ringing because some flower delivery guy just dropped off the most beautiful arrangement of roses.. I would love to walk into my bathroom and find a note on my sink and a bath already drawn... I would lay in the bath with candles around and read my love note. Then, I would love to get out of that bath and put on my robe and open the door to see my man in the kitchen cooking my breakfast..

Love quotes

"I want to be apart of your smile. And a certain in the unknown. I wana treat you like a queen there's plenty room on the throne"- Cedric Harmon

In love with your words

It is so easy for a man such as yourself, a wordsmith, a master manipulator of languages to make a girl like me swoon and fall all over myself to believe that everything you say only adds to the magic of this attraction.
An attraction being all that it is and may be all the potential this little fling had, but we use the words "love" and "care" loosely as if they're true.. As if This is true; when in actuality it's just as ficticious as your actions.
Will I continue to compromise the possibilities of a future romance and remain in this unrealistic rollercoaster of emotions that only leave me feeling empty and needing so much more than your words?
Will I ever experience that seredipitous destiny type of love? A series of events that point towards HIM being the right one for me? And if there be an opposite of serendipity, let it be known this may be our curse.
Let it be known, that as far as we are concerned, I only wish that I could believe in you the way that Juliet believed in her Romeo. I wish that I believed that you could make it to forever and that I am enough because I really am enough.
I consistently compromise in the pursuit of happiness, but truth be told, I am so incredibly and relentlessly in love with your words and the man I know that you could be, but I know, that is not you.
Who you are is a less than perfect man who does not have the desire to be any better than what you are because what you see is perfection in your reflection, so you dismiss the feelings I have for you.
I never romanced the idea of changing a man because that is the only reality I have a relationship with. This impossibility of forcing change on a man is so blatantly evident I can only imagine the heartache of the women who have tried.
But a man changes a woman all the time until he changes women leaving the last like the last heatbroken, undeserving, unrelenting agony in his heartless, careless, carefree ways of ending what she thought could work by starting with lies.
I digress because I do know that I do not want for whatever it is that we have to get that far. I don't know how much of you I can trust. I don't know how much of myself I can trust with you nor am I sure if I need to be giving this much energy to a faux idea of you.
Presently, my feelings are keeping me from being in another man's embrace, but I need an embrace. I need the love not the "love". I wish you were him because of all of your genuine perfections.
I need to not be in love with you because of all of your imperfections. At present, I'm in love with your words. All I need now is the man to match.

"Do crushes last forever if left unresolved, not pursued, untouched? I'm pretty sure they do. It's easier to have a crush and imagine you as perfect than to get to love you and realize you're only human not superwoman"- Cedric Harmon

"Nothing is impossible. The word itself says, "I'm possible". -Audrey Hepburn

Sweet Sweet Fantasy, Baby!

I am dreaming of an impossible love
His voice carries my heart as no one's voice does
It carries it to a dreamland of possibilities and what could bes
As if when I think of him at night, he's thinking of me.
Maybe it's foolish to desire what my heart can not acquire
Silly little heart, Must he set my soul on fire
Ugh!The very thought of his presence runs my hand over
my breast down my torso into my panties
His hands are simply my strange little fantasies
For this man, this beautiful man does not yet belong to me.
It plays with me tenderly just the very idea of this creature.
For it's never quite the same as the imagined feature (It's better)
I've built up this human to an impossible supernatural
So perfect in fact this dream could not be factual
But I yearn for the intensity of that first orgasmic day
we finally meet. It will be explosive as your sensual words
pierce through me to my core.
My body will readily ask for more.
But not from his lips, let his hands have the floor
for those strong, masculine hands work through every kink/every sore.
As he lets his hands wander to my forbidden places
I'll look into his eyes, grab his head and connect our faces
because his lips make me crazy. One can't even imagine
The one touch my body's craving can only be satisfied by him
With his hands, his mouth, his teeth his.......
If all are half as strong as his words ....
He will be mine. I will allow myself to be taken
This man has me thinking of rules to be breaking.
I know this could be wrong. I hope I'm wrong
I wish this were right
I wish he were the one I fell asleep beside at night
and wake up to just another day of his love
I wish this were reality, but clearly it's just a dream I'm dreaming of.

He holds my heart.. <3

If only you knew

With nothing in between us we would make love all night
with no caution for obligations because everything was right
He knew me inside out even took the time to learn my heart
but the ending seemed to come right from the very start
An impromptu disaster managed to rip away his feelings
He needed distance. He needed time, but it was I who needed healing
I was falling apart from within and I needed more than a friend
The one who knew that I was sad through my smile. I needed him.
He couldn't handle haunted thoughts or push through the pain.
It was my own bad experience, but his love took on my pain.
Both torn by the circumstance out of our control
A selfish dick took a possible future, but now, we'll never know
Because I detest the idea of being with another
He's moved on and found another lover
And although the pain is there, I still wish him everything
That heffa better be worth it all and treat him like a king.
Never bitter, just sad at the way that things turned out
I never expected anyone to know me from the inside out.
There's no crying. I'm intact and most people cannot see
I will selflessly hurt as long as you're happy
There will be more for me eventually...---