Pretenders.

I know I don't have much, but there wasn't a thing you'd be denied.
It wasn't important that you couldn't do for me, but would it have hurt to try?
Would it have hurt for your efforts to match mine?

Through the hard times I've been here.
Things start to get better for you, you disappear
Most people would tell me that it was your loss
But it pains me to say that without you, I'm lost.
I thought it was finally right and that God was ending my struggle
But it feels as if my life is on repeat and my heart you continue to juggle.

Straight from the list of what I need in a man, you walked off the pages and fell into my plans.
I knew you were my future, I couldn't have asked for a better man, but unfortunately, what you wanted, was a temporary plan.

So, all the time we'd spend and the fun that we'd have.
The new things i'd experience and the times you'd make me laugh.
They were to get that thang that ya got.
Well you got it. I got hooked, but you won, so it stops?
I can't help but to be curious if your feelings ever mirrored mine.
To believe that once again, I've played the fool is an embarassment each time.

I only wish that 1 day someone will recognize that my heart does not deserve this.
For as much as I do to ensure it's safety, it gets destroyed by pretenders who could careless.