today i realized how absolutely foolish i can be when it comes to men and romance. i found someone who makes me smile and although patience is the only requirement, i cant manage to have just that. id like to believe im not that selfish, but in reality, i have been broken so many times that i think its time to think about me for once.
the smarter side of me realizes that there is no room for selfishness when more than one person is involved, but how does a person seperate all the shit from the past in order to be that person for the present....and all the women ive judged for being ridiculous in the game of love would be shaking their heads at me right now.